It's all about prioritizing, right?
What's important to me now.

The yoga is important. The yoga schedule is important.
Cardio is important. I like to just plant my ass on an elliptical and watch tv on my phone for an hour. So if I like it, I do it, right?

The muscles matter too, but not enough to be obsessed with them, eat a million grams of protien, do them every other day... I will just.. I don't know. Figure it out as I go along. I am freaking out about this shit.

Calm down. Calm down. Calm down.

1300 is safe.
Eat 1300.
Do what you can, ok? Eat for living. Exercise for living, to feel safe n your body, to feel good and clean and healthy.

We are going to the market now, I'm gonna get lots of fruits and veggies, beans, tuna. Yogurt... I don't know maybe just fruits and veggies.

I am having a panic-y, off kind of day.
That pizza from yesterday is making me brain sick.

I will buy a new nose ring. This will make me feel better.
I'm gonna shut up now.